Something about… my dreams? I don’t know what it is… but lately I’m thinking more and more about what I want. What I thought I wanted turned out to be rather a mess. What do I want now, and how do I know that it wouldn’t turn out the same way?
Last night was my ten-year high school reunion. It was nice to chat with so many people I used to see daily… nicer still to realize that we’re all more or less in the same boat. We’re building our lives and trying out new things and licking our wounds…
Somehow in the midst of so many good things, so many strange things seem to happen. One of my good friends was hit by a truck yesterday, for instance… WTF, over? I’m still trying to figure out why things seem to go well then horrendously… I’m getting sick, another good friend is sick… Bleah. I’d like a vacation from reality, please?